She possessed me in the same way that she did last night,
Dripping voices and liquid delight into my presence;
Her gaze gripping mine, her aura ever present.
As a plane flies by she does not falter, she shines on,
I could not resist her gaze yesterday;
Neither could I today,
Her beauty is eternal.
How she shines and smiles,
Such cheeks with dimples-
I can see them light years away,
Not a tear in her eye, but of joy.
Yet, we are so far away from each other,
I reach out my arm and can hold her in one;
I like a reflection in water I feel lost,
How can I ever get close to her?
My gaze is unfazed as if that would change my reality,
My heart yearns for hers yet feel only own beating;
Is it a lost cause?
Will this all be in vain?
I ponder as I look up at her to me.
Every evening she puts a spell on me,
I am transfixed by her;
I cannot hide from her,
Nor my feelings.
Tonight is different, I see her whole,
Her roundness, in full perfection;
Is it possible, that she be so flawless?
I move, looking from left to right;
Then right to left and back again.
With a sigh of designation,
I surrender, knowing full well she does not belong to me, nor anyone else’s;
She’s a muse, for admiration,
Trescending anything that I know.
Deep inside, she will have my full love,
My hopes, my dreams and vulnerabilities;
Like an ageless Goddness- I surrender,
To the Moon.